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I shrugged inside my mind, and I said, “It makes no sense to me how you talk of decisions, and choices, when here I lie in a bed in a place I do not even know the name of. How, tell me that, does that give me any choices or decisions to be made by myself?” Self-pity rose up inside my soul and showered my very essence with a sheet of pain, confusion, and even anger. The anger surged forward like an eager and ever so demanding fiery dragon, burning all those within close reach of its very touch.

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“When you see, you will remember much, in time. There is no rush. Time is not of the essence you and your world have made it to be. We will now discuss trust and the importance it is to you and to humankind. Trust is the one ingredient you cannot and will not do without. It is essential to know you are not alone. To know you are not alone, nor are you brought into this world alone, or are you ever alone in this existence is essential. You must understand we are here to help; we are never far, or out of reach. You need not believe, nor accept our existence, for we never stop helping you in your journey. This is much for you to think about; we will talk again soon Child.”

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My thoughts drifted to places from my past. I remembered a man, smiling, holding out his hand. I felt safe and know this is an earlier memory of my father. Pain quickly filled the space where the memory has resided moments earlier. My father’s disappearance and my failed attempts to discover the truth reminded me of the dull ache that never left the place around my heart.

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“First, Child, we must develop trust. It is important for you to know that you are safe and no harm will come to you in this place. Your life is ever changing and this is only one small piece of your journey. I am here to help you with your confidence and faith to get through this difficult trek. Together we will work to gather your strength, and heal you body, and soul. Trust is essential in all parts of one’s life. Without trust, there is no foundation upon which to build. You have been building on faulty foundations throughout most of your entire life. It is essential that we rebuild those very foundations, and then you will gain your balance, and reach forward to the future we know you wish to become a part of.”

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“In time, Child, you will have all your questions answered. You need not worry about all the details at this time. First, we have many things to tell you. Things you may not wish to hear, or things you may not wish to know. We tell you this, Child, it is important for your internal growth and the healing of this soul to listen and know of these things. Do you understand so far Child?”

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“But why can’t I see?”

“You must focus, Child on what you can do rather than on what you can’t do. In order to heal Child, you must heal the whole self, not just one part or piece of one self. There is much for you to learn. We will take a break for now and continue shortly.”

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Later, I awoke. My eyelids remained closed, unmoving as if frozen into place. I shouted inside my mind, “Are you there? Can you hear me?”

Silence, cold and still is my only answer. Panic welled inside me and for a brief moment, I felt trapped, imprisoned within my very being. My heart pounded fiercely within the confines of its encasing.

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I screamed inside my head, why could no one hear me?

An elderly voice replied, “I can hear you Willow, there is no need to shout.”

Startled, my heart started racing.

“Calm down Child, I am here to help you.”

“You are?” I asked hesitantly.

“Yes Child, you, and I have known each other for quite some time.”

“What’s your name,” I asked trying to muster more courage than I felt.

“You will remember in time, rest now Child, and we will talk again soon.”

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“You must focus, Child on what you can do rather than on what you can’t do. In order to heal Child, you must heal the whole self, not just one part or piece of one self. There is much for you to learn. We will take a break for now and continue shortly.”

“Please don’t go. I feel so trapped, afraid, scared I’ll never wake up from this horrible place I’ve found myself in.”

“Dear Child,” the voice softened slightly and became gentler, “you needn’t fear the unknown. It is only a new journey. Rest Child and we will talk soon.”

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Later, I awoke. My eyelids remained closed, unmoving as if frozen into place. I shouted inside my mind, “Are you there? Can you hear me?”

Silence, cold and still is my only answer. Panic welled inside me and for a brief moment, I felt trapped, imprisoned within my very being. My heart pounded fiercely within the confines of its encasing.